Has anyone ever just couldnt get in the mood because of ptsd. I couldnt injoy myself nothing. Maybe I just fell that far away from my husband. Or maybe the things he was telling me was making me feel scared for my life or trapped then anything. Whatever it was. I know my ptsd is acting up now. Ill I want to do is run away then curl up in a hole and cry. I feel like I was just raped and not having ... with my husband. One thing though is im glad and scared that his fingers still give me the chills. Im trying to convince myself its a good thing... im just not to sure. Well I better go before he freaks out about me taking to long.
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